I Despise People Who Mock Mental Illness
It is a tough thing for your brain chemistry to betray you. You do your best every day to keep it together but on the inside you are one step from totally breaking down. You want to feel happy but the moment that you do your brain starts to go into overdrive and you overthink yourself right out of the happiness. It feels like you are trying to breathe under water. You are gasping for breath but no matter how many breaths you take you can't seem to take in enough air to slow your racing heart. Your stomach is constantly in knots and that makes you not want to eat, because the thought of eating with your stomach like that is enough to make you want to throw up. As a result of your appetite being all kinds of messed up you lose weight. The weight loss makes you hate your body even more than you did before, which further continues to push you farther down into that pit of depression...until eventually you get to the place where you really just don't even want to get out of bed because even just the thought of doing that is enough to make you feel exhausted. That is what having a mental illness will do to you. So mental illness is not a laughing matter. It is not to be taken lightly. It is not to be joked about. My battle with mental illness almost cost me my life. But that's a story for another time.