I Miss the Old Me
How can I go back to what I was? I want to talk maybe I can sort things if someone listend and offered some help... respectfully.
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PoetryNEmotion · F
I tend to think that one changes over time. Even from one day to the next. And, hopefully, it is for the good. I think you keep asking for help and you are getting stronger and stronger about confronting the things that hold you down in the past. I think you are looking for the least expensive way. I don't know what country you are in. But if you call a doctor or visit one, he or she can recommend a support group for you. You could develop a rapport with others who are in similar situations. You could openly express how you feel on a variety of topics. You may consider being more open among people you trust or with a trained professional. Sometimes social workers can meet with you even. I would check out what is available. Sometimes you may even call the Emergency department of a local hospital and ask for a number of an agency that could provide some advice to you. It can even be discussed via the phone so you may retain your anonymity if you wish. I know you are ready to move forward. You have been spinning your wheels so long and it is time to drive forward through the muck you stall in. I wish you luck and strength.
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PoetryNEmotion · F
@AoNoSora: You are a fine person. Treat yourself accordingly. You are cared about so much. I wish you a better road. So take the first small step. It gets easier after that. One step, then another, and another. You shall see how it begins...I am so happy for you. It takes courage and self-love to begin this journey. I have done it. Others have. And oh what joy! Do it. Do it for you! :)
PoetryNEmotion · F
@AoNoSora: I appreciate your words. My days and my nights mostly sing. I am so happy. I want to be here for you whenever you need an open ear or my words. Do start your first step. It is to begin a new journey. It will not always be easy, but I have faith in you. So keep in touch and let me know how it is going. *smiles at you* The hardest thing is to step forward after stagnancy. Let one foot follow another. And think positively. Say I can do this. I am worthy. I am capable of most anything. And you will see how courageous you truly are.