I Need Help

Um... hey... Its my first time asking for help, maybe emotional help.

I need some advices right now i dont have anyone totalk to, im at my limits... since im in sw i found a few people who seems to care about me... my situatuin to be exact and... well, i just dont want to be depressed anymore and do something stupid like i said in some of my stories... i dont know.

Need help now.