I Want to Be a Woman

Every time I try to suppress my feelings of wanting and wishing I was a woman, they come back stronger than before, I've tried numerous times to suppress these feelings and it never seems to work, and it feels like the older I get, the stronger the desires and feelings become also, I have been wanting to become a woman for so long now, and I have dreamt about becoming a woman ever since I was a little boy. I have known it is what I have always wanted in life and have thought about it for so long, I know once it is done to me, there will be no way to go back and I have come to terms with the fact that it is irreversible and I am perfectly fine with that, i only wish it would happen sooner than later and wish I didn't need the whole year thing to make sure I've made the right choice, I know deep down it is the right choice for me and if I could do it tomorrow I WOULD without a doubt, without thinking and NO 2ND THOUGHTS, I so want to become a woman NOW, sometimes the feelings and desires are so strong it drives me bonkers.

Subsumedpat · 36-40, M

You can't get rid of that, it will just keep building and visit you again. Fetishes are like that also, you can't get rid of them. The exact same thing happens it just won't stay gone.

wtbwoman

I know and I know becoming a woman is who I am supposed to be and should've been right from the start.

Subsumedpat · 36-40, M

I have never studied that other than tangentially when so was studying fetish trying to understand myself the same authors also wrote on gender preference and identification .