I Struggle With Mental Illness

Im sorry I have been away these last couple of months but my health took a bad turn for the worse.. On top of a series of crushing breakdowns the mental health services have been letting me down massively. I've ended up in hospital, having emergency measures taken and even had the police called to stop me killing myself.. All told im surprised im still here.

Im sorry to those who have missed me and those I have hurt with my absence.. Please forgive me for I would've stayed if that was an option.

I cannot promise I wont disappear again, or that I will be online regularly but I will do my best to stay in contact with those people I care about.

I do have skype and Facebook where I can be contacted more easily as they come through to my phone and that's available to certain people if they wish..

I just thought I should explain my previously unexplained prolonged absence