I Want to Delete My Account and I Can't

A Mere Ideation.... My good friend deleted their account two or three days ago, and the nostalgia gets to me sometimes. I look back and I'll wonder, "These people do not really need me. No one would remember me" So, my thoughts mix with depression and some form of missed memories..

It's just my hopeless hope of finding someone who will really affect my life drives me forward.

I'm not sure if this is good or bad though.