I Want To Run Away, But I Want To Take You With Me

I want to run away. I know it sounds odd, probably a bit funny right? An adult, wanting to run away. Wanting to just disappear from the struggles of life for a bit and just [i]live[/i] . Highly aware of the troubles she may get into, the sacrifices she might need to make. Aware of of the whole situation that it might just [b]all[/b] end badly. But there’s a part of me that says

“even if it did, it’s not like you had anything to live for to begin with”

An adventure filled with regrets, happiness, pain and a journey to remember. An adventure to a new city or an adventure into nature. An adventure on feet or car or by plane. An adventure with little to no money. It’s crazy, it’s stupid and it’s reckless. But it’s an adventure that’s needed. Because i still have that naive mind set of a child to just go out and live life day by day maybe second by second. To just [i]run away[/i] and live life to the fullest. Highly aware of the mistakes and regrets to follow but more interested in a life of adventure.

The only thing stopping me? [i]I don’t have anyone stupid enough to risk everything, drop everything to go on that adventure with me[/i]