I Want To Remember My Past Lives

One year ago I organically found out I had a past life. And it is turning out to be one of the most incredible findings that anyone could ever get and be apart of. And it has answered every single question I ever had about myself in my life. Like... why did I always feel more like a boy? Why when I started preschool I had anxiety death gripping anxiety screamed for 5 hours each day at school terrified my mom would never come back. Why could I pick up any instrument and just play it without being taught? Why haha this is a funny one, I tend to notice men with blonde hair blue eyes more than men who don't. And why is it opposite when it comes to women. I like the dark hair look, why did I have such a strong connection to the ocean, my stage name why did I call myself that name in particular? Why are so many of my songs about drowning loneliness, ghost, past lives,time travel. The list goes on. And they were all answered