I Am An Otherkin

I need help trying to figure out what I truly am. I have the feeling I could be many things or nothing at all. I'm always lonely, no matter what I do or where I'm at and feel over looked by people. I'm a 27 year old female, single and still live with mom and dad. My emotions are beginning to get the best of me and been going to bed depressed and lonely as hell. Yesterday all I could only think of was death and everything seems to be crumbling around me emotionally. I was hoping to scout out help to help figure out what I am so I can start pulling myself back together and tame whatever it is that seems to be spiraling out of control.

So far i haven't had anyone willing to help or im not getting the right help....