I Wonder Does Others Safety Matter To Some People
The Betrayal - I Don't Understand... Today I get a phone call. The person on the other end was really upset.
When I finally found out why.................I wanted to ............well I wanted to hurt someone.
It seems that a brother of mine called my stalker, my ex and told him information about me. At first I was angry...........this is hurting others close to me.......... I could handle it................I have done everything to keep him from hurting me. I hide, I avoid his area, I don't see many people on the chance that they might tell him I am there or what I'm doing. I keep my life extremely private..............
I decided not to do anything today. I needed to calm down first............ I was upset and I knew I would probably say something that I might regret. I'm not a patient person at times like this so it took everything I had.
I had to drive for a while today and it hit me............I was confused when I left........but then I thought...........why would my brother betray me in this way. This could be really bad for me...........what is good is that I am not close to my ex..........but when I go visit.............I have to go back to hiding and not seeing the people I had planned to see...........
What a sad day...............and tomorrow I will confront my brother and I will blast him. I will make sure that he knows that if he messes with my loved ones............ I could make him pay dearly............... I won't have to do much........but he would feel the pain...................he won't be physically hurt........... but he is to not speak my name or have anything to do with me or my children. If he is man enough to "WANT" to hurt me, then he should do it to my face.............
When I finally found out why.................I wanted to ............well I wanted to hurt someone.
It seems that a brother of mine called my stalker, my ex and told him information about me. At first I was angry...........this is hurting others close to me.......... I could handle it................I have done everything to keep him from hurting me. I hide, I avoid his area, I don't see many people on the chance that they might tell him I am there or what I'm doing. I keep my life extremely private..............
I decided not to do anything today. I needed to calm down first............ I was upset and I knew I would probably say something that I might regret. I'm not a patient person at times like this so it took everything I had.
I had to drive for a while today and it hit me............I was confused when I left........but then I thought...........why would my brother betray me in this way. This could be really bad for me...........what is good is that I am not close to my ex..........but when I go visit.............I have to go back to hiding and not seeing the people I had planned to see...........
What a sad day...............and tomorrow I will confront my brother and I will blast him. I will make sure that he knows that if he messes with my loved ones............ I could make him pay dearly............... I won't have to do much........but he would feel the pain...................he won't be physically hurt........... but he is to not speak my name or have anything to do with me or my children. If he is man enough to "WANT" to hurt me, then he should do it to my face.............
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