I Am Feeling So Lonly

I feel like I am just trying to get a degree to impress people. I don't know whats wrong but I feel like something is missing in my life. I dont know what else to try in order to feel like nothing is missing in my life. I first wanted to have a nice car expensive trips to brag about but I would be the only one who feels proud of thoes sort of things. I used to like to be strong and have people be impressed by how I won in arm wrestling contests. it dosent seem to impress people anymore, they seem to only like that when I was a kid. now i do not know what to do.