I Miss a Friend I Had Once

I had the best friend ever.. She was more like my diary, my pillow to lay all my secrets to, my workout buddy, my life.. Now its all gone.. She moved on and i guess i just cant... She was the best out there and the best ever will be, she still is.. Whats painful is the fact that things will never get back anywhere how it was... If we could just talk one more time or just try and get back to how we were.... :/