I Give Up

People told me that after middle school high school would be better (that was a lie). Then they said after high school college will be the best years of my life (this is also a lie). They said going to parties and going out a hanging with people would make me happy (this was a lie). They told me tons of things. That I could look forward to a better year each year. I guess its my fault though but it has only gotten worse as time has progressed. Im exhausted of trying so hard to enjoy the things I once enjoyed. Im tired of trying to be happy. Im tired of looking forward to better and then being let down. Most of all I am tired of having to wake up over and over again. Its like a nightmare I can't escape.