I Am Not In Love Anymore

I Don'T Dream About Her.... I don't dream about her. I haven't dreamed about her in a very very long time. And when I did it was rare. And the few times I did, she was only an ob<x>ject of my lust. For the past couple years she didn't even show up in my dreams. I heard that if you don't dream about someone, you don't love them. But I stayed with her as my duty as a good husband and father. I kept giving. She kept taking. But my heart has been far removed from her for quite a long time. This time it was so easy to leave her. Because she is not my passion. She is not my heartcry. Of course I care about her but what she has done to me over the past 7 years have driven me far away from her side. Driven herself right out of my dreams.