Taking me out ...

My foster mother is actually taking me out for an occasion to cover up for all she’s done to me...I told her I didn’t want to go, but she’s still taking me out and I’m very angry because I don’t want to go anywhere. She’s taking me to a really nice restaurant where the food is very filling, but I don’t want to go. I want to turn around and pay for the food because we both know that her gift means absolutely nothing to me. I just want to die. I don’t want to be here. I’m very upset. I don’t want to go. I don’t know who she thinks she’s fooling. After all she put her Russian boyfriend’s family to do to me, she pretends and wants to take me out and pamper me and I when I told her I didn’t want to go, there is a huge fight... So, I have no choice but to go because she wants to show off herself. I know that if I don’t go, she’ll fight with me and the police will have to come, so, I guess I’ll have to go.