Sweet release of death

I’ve wanted to die most of my life. I’ve always struggled with thoughts of suicide and a genuine hope that my life will work out kept me from doing it. But that hope has finally faded if I don’t have something to keep me here by the end of the year I don’t see the new year.

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itsok · 31-35, F

I understand the feeling completely, and have been living with it 14 years. I am not going to say things will miraculously be better, because often times those generic hopeful comments seem dismissive. I am sorry for your pain, and I [i]do[/i] hope for you that things get better.