I Am Suffering From Heartbreak

Just found out he was definitely seeing someone else while he was still sleeping with me.
I'd like to throw up but he's not really worth that kind of a reaction. I haven't spoken to him and I don't want to.

I've thought about going to his house and making a scene but it Probly wouldn't even make me feel better. It would just make me look desperate and stupid.

But oh how I hope bad things happen to him.... I'm allowed to do that. Nobody can stop me.