I Can Forgive Easily, I Can't Forget That Easily

Well I didn't forgive anybody, that's not what this is about. It's just every time my mind wonders I think about how this person just laughed pretty much in my face....and it just makes me so angry inside. I think of what would happen if I ever caught them in my sights again, the anger, the uneasiness. Then I also just think about if they were to ever talk to me again, the daggers i would shoot them....ugggh 😠