I Am Just Worried About Everything Right Now

A Weak Moment... As I lie on my bed and tears fill my eyes and these are one of my weak moments where my heart demands answer from me where my scars get more disgusting than ever and self pity increases than everyday level and feel really low.

I Cry for myself, what have I done to myself I ask myself a question why do I hate myself this much and I can't seem to recollect the answer this moment

is it really late to get better no matter how hard I try it doesn't work....