I have doubts

We hide in the open smiling at you. We lie about ourselves and you don't care if it's true. The light is our friend but the dark brings us out. We seek kinship and kindness that you boast about. We are actors and preformers and we never fall. For you do not know our true selves at all. Deep in the silence our truth can be found. It hides there hidden not making a sound. Don't come looking for you'll fear what you find. Dark thoughts are what's kept in our depressed conjoined minds. We know where to find eachother and seek our own out. Though we are cursed to live alone forever in doubt.