I Am Abused Mentally
My mom is so frustrating. See, I lost my work uniform shirt. I looked everywhere for about an hour and a half for it before I gave up. Of course, she completely flipped and did exactly what I did, yielding the exact same results. So she proceeded to freak out, march into my bedroom, and started throwing things. I stayed downstairs until her anger subsided, but then she told me to go and clean it all up. She has literally only made things worse.
Last time I went shopping with her, she kept making snide comments about my choice of sweatpants, saying that they were ugly and made me look fat. So whenever I'd try on something, she'd say "I'd like it if you didn't have those grungy sweatpants on."
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She points out when she thinks I've gained weight, calls me disgusting and a pig, favourites my little brother, (she or my dad goes to every single soccer game and practice. Guess what they don't go to? My riding lessons and competitions.) and has given me so much anxiety about my grades that I can do nothing but give up. I think I might get the school involved soon.
If she keeps this up, I'm moving out of the country without telling her, changing my phone number, deleting any emails, changing my last name, and just making my self untraceable by her. I'm just so done. She thinks this is okay, it's not
Last time I went shopping with her, she kept making snide comments about my choice of sweatpants, saying that they were ugly and made me look fat. So whenever I'd try on something, she'd say "I'd like it if you didn't have those grungy sweatpants on."
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She points out when she thinks I've gained weight, calls me disgusting and a pig, favourites my little brother, (she or my dad goes to every single soccer game and practice. Guess what they don't go to? My riding lessons and competitions.) and has given me so much anxiety about my grades that I can do nothing but give up. I think I might get the school involved soon.
If she keeps this up, I'm moving out of the country without telling her, changing my phone number, deleting any emails, changing my last name, and just making my self untraceable by her. I'm just so done. She thinks this is okay, it's not
22-25, F
