I Think I Really Want To

I am seriously leaning towards having it done, but I need to do more research, as far as my health goes. I just want my life back. I don’t want anymore kids, even though that’s not the only reason I’m thinking of getting one. And I just want a healthy and happy life again. Some women have good results from it health wise, and their health was better. But some do not, and it made their health worse. Either way, I know to listen to my own body, and find out what’s best. The other alternative, have been BC, but I’ve had bad side effects to BC, where I ended up in the ER. I wish that I could just have it done already, without the worry of it making my health worse.

I also think that I can have the relationship I’ve been wanting, with someone special, if I were to do it and it be successful. A normal relationship and a normal life.