I Hate Love,it Hurts Too Much Sometimes
How would you know that the guy you fell in love and loved so much turns out to be so evil and selfish. I have come to a point that this life is too precious to even waste a single minute on him. He is not worth of my time and love . I would better find someone who deserves me.
The day I brought a one way ticket for him was the worse day of my life . Who knew that this day would come where I want to recap everything. Life was far more better when I was by myself. I was living for myself and doing everything to reach my ambition. Now look at me , I am one miserable soul who’s life is upside down Becuse of this guy who I though would be my other half . He just cut my heart into so many tiny pieces that’ will require plenty of time to heal.
I keep reminding myself of my current situation but I have not been able to take a step forward. The hassle of moving scares me not that I will miss him or I will need him but generally getting new place, adjusting with new people and finding that place accessible for work. Too much hassle to much of stress .. that scared me a lot and the amount of stuff I have is just beyond the question . How this poor soul (me) will be able to do so ...☹️☹️☹️ I don’t know how will I do this but I have to .. I need to else I m gonna die with stress that he gives me ... I already am getting stress related stomach ache and it is affecting my well being .. he isn’t not good for me physically and Certainly not mentally.
The day I brought a one way ticket for him was the worse day of my life . Who knew that this day would come where I want to recap everything. Life was far more better when I was by myself. I was living for myself and doing everything to reach my ambition. Now look at me , I am one miserable soul who’s life is upside down Becuse of this guy who I though would be my other half . He just cut my heart into so many tiny pieces that’ will require plenty of time to heal.
I keep reminding myself of my current situation but I have not been able to take a step forward. The hassle of moving scares me not that I will miss him or I will need him but generally getting new place, adjusting with new people and finding that place accessible for work. Too much hassle to much of stress .. that scared me a lot and the amount of stuff I have is just beyond the question . How this poor soul (me) will be able to do so ...☹️☹️☹️ I don’t know how will I do this but I have to .. I need to else I m gonna die with stress that he gives me ... I already am getting stress related stomach ache and it is affecting my well being .. he isn’t not good for me physically and Certainly not mentally.
31-35, F
