I Feel Completly Out of Control of My Feelings
Not so much suicidal like the predecessor, no but definitely with a difference in my attitude since I lost my baby 🚼. Life is so much more something where you can't be kept from pain!
I am out of control of the depth of my feelings, how pensive I become at the slightest dustraction, and how impatient I am with stupidity. Yes, this is how few want to think of you but for their desires and it's no distraction for me.
Taking anyone at face value has changed for me since Hamza. I'm not going to be duped again! I'm going to test the waters thoroughly and perhaps even cold heartedly before I put my toes in or think about diving in!
I am out of control of the depth of my feelings, how pensive I become at the slightest dustraction, and how impatient I am with stupidity. Yes, this is how few want to think of you but for their desires and it's no distraction for me.
Taking anyone at face value has changed for me since Hamza. I'm not going to be duped again! I'm going to test the waters thoroughly and perhaps even cold heartedly before I put my toes in or think about diving in!
