what is the thing you fear to lose the most

At this point, my friend. She's literally the only person I have in my life. While we aren't as close as I wish we were, she still supports and accepts me and gives me a place to belong. Without her, I'd just be meandering through my days wondering whether or not I should even continue

I have family n they love me but i feel loveless n alone many times.

so i fell in love easily with any person who is lovely but then i fear to loose them. so i fear to love anyone.

A child I almost did if ur a parent you'll understand of not you will when u are

Freedom, it is easy to take for granted.

probably my mind sometimes

My sanity

My mind.
Alzheimer's runs in the family so it's a reasonable probability.