Do you feel alone even when in a crowd?

I never really fit in per say
SO I prefer to entertain the crowd
thats what I do best
I hate speaking to people afterwards
I am always afraid I am going to say something really stupid
"Thank you for such an awesome show ,I really enjoyed it "
No thank you for enjoying it I don't handle praise well either ,,just give me my check ,,thats thank you enough

Particularly when in a crowd...

I accepted that. That's I'll always be alone. I don't think people are for me ..or I am for people. I have friends and family, etc, but I don't feel that 🔥

No not luck, it's a state of mind I think, I make it a point to make sure I am known wherever I am

I've felt really out of place a few times. Like parties for principals at Christmas. My wife was a school administrator, just needed three hours and a dissertation for a PhD and her peers. Around the end of football season 10th I pretty much told them to stick it. I knew I was going on the service that coming July plus at 16 one is confident they know everything. I was sure it wouldn't take long to see I never received a diploma.

Yip

Depends on the day...

Yes...alone in a crowd, never lonely on my own.

Nope never feel alone.

It happens from time to time.

Mostly then.

Always