I'm sorry my posts are always so depressing or dumb
I just need to get a lot off my chest sometimes. I don't wanna be that guy that people think "oh look he's just feeling sorry for himself again" i hate that
I dont think its dumb its ok to vent but it might be much more you might be in a serious state of depression and its a serious illness you have no control over or its just life is dealing you some bad cards either way let it out
I know the feeling but you are not alone though it feels that way you have to take one thing at a time deal with that and so on deal with one issue at a time breathe pray pray breathe pray and continue to talk we can help you through this
