I don't care if I feel unworthy. I will also find my true love

I have a similar complex. No matter how hard I work at something, I don't feel like I ever deserve anything. It's kind of weird. People say, "Ah, don't you feel the satisfaction of hard work?" And in my mind all I can think is, "Satisfaction? How is a person ever supposed to feel satisfied?" Even in my love life, I have a pathological drive that tells me I'm never doing well enough.