What was your first relationship like?

It was intense emotionally and sexually. She was all I lived and breathed. But we were also very young and when we started growing as people we grew in different directions. Things that she never let me know were important to her became big deals after 2 years and I was left asking if she loved me for me or some greater idea of who she hoped I could change to become. I don’t think my emotions were ever turned up as high as they were in that relationship. To this day I’ll still have small flashes of remembering little moments and because I didn’t deal with our breakup properly they still manage to twist a knife inside me sometimes.