I Don't Want Kids

I accidentally gave my boyfriend hope today by talking about surrogate mothers out of curiosity.

Not only do I not want to carry a child (which he thinks is the only reason) I just don't want a child. I don't want to take care of child, share my funds with a child, or raise a child.

I don't know why I brought that up, but he got so excited. I'm a dream crusher, because I'm going have to explain that's also not an option. Honestly I'm really surprised he's still with me considering he got that excited. He must really really want kids. Its too bad I really really don't.