I Think Nobody Understands Me
Abandoned By All... my mind is in torment, my hart in tatters, and my sole is destroyed.
i am one and a half years into a custody battle.
when in court i stand alone, i am not just fighting my ex i am fighting the world to uphold my children's rights.
the harder i fight the more evidence i produce, the harder it gets, no one can understand why i am fighting, no one can understand why i have not just walked away, and traveled the world, and enjoy what they call a single fathers freedom, my own mother turned her back on me ,because she couldn't understand why i want my children to live with me . even though she knows how bad my ex treats them,
i refused to do what she suggested, i refused her advice. so she disowned me.
to make sure she sees my girls she stayed friends with my ex.
most of my so called friends, who totally agree what she did was wrong, and have seen my ex's severe chastisement of my children, and have even reported her to child services, still ask why i don't just get on with my life, why i don't go back to what i was before i met her.
no one seems to understand my children are not with the parent who cares for them the most, my love for my children is unconditional they are my life.
when i read the children's act , it was as though some one had stepped in my mind, and wrote how i raised my children.
i am fighting for there rights, and no one i know can understand that my children have those rights.
i truly believe a child has the right to be treated as an equal and it is the child's right to be loved and cared for unconditionally.
the day i became a farther my rights to do what i wanted stopped. and my children's rights began.
farther is not just a title it is an honor and a privilege.
as a farther it is my duty to put my children first, to protect and love them and do whats best for them, with out question.
when i tell people that, they do not understand,
WHY...........
i am one and a half years into a custody battle.
when in court i stand alone, i am not just fighting my ex i am fighting the world to uphold my children's rights.
the harder i fight the more evidence i produce, the harder it gets, no one can understand why i am fighting, no one can understand why i have not just walked away, and traveled the world, and enjoy what they call a single fathers freedom, my own mother turned her back on me ,because she couldn't understand why i want my children to live with me . even though she knows how bad my ex treats them,
i refused to do what she suggested, i refused her advice. so she disowned me.
to make sure she sees my girls she stayed friends with my ex.
most of my so called friends, who totally agree what she did was wrong, and have seen my ex's severe chastisement of my children, and have even reported her to child services, still ask why i don't just get on with my life, why i don't go back to what i was before i met her.
no one seems to understand my children are not with the parent who cares for them the most, my love for my children is unconditional they are my life.
when i read the children's act , it was as though some one had stepped in my mind, and wrote how i raised my children.
i am fighting for there rights, and no one i know can understand that my children have those rights.
i truly believe a child has the right to be treated as an equal and it is the child's right to be loved and cared for unconditionally.
the day i became a farther my rights to do what i wanted stopped. and my children's rights began.
farther is not just a title it is an honor and a privilege.
as a farther it is my duty to put my children first, to protect and love them and do whats best for them, with out question.
when i tell people that, they do not understand,
WHY...........
56-60, M
