I Am In A New Relationship And I Want It To Last
I've met someone.
He seems all most too good to be true. It's like he reached into my head and my heart. He knows me. I've been smiling all day. It's been so long since I've done that. I feel like a teenager again. The butterflies, the nerves. I feel alive.
But then the doubt creeps in. It always does. I immediately begin to think of all the scenarios of how I will mess it up. What if i say or do something wrong? All the what if things you can think of.
Please, please, please let me have this. Let me have this good man in my life. Let him see me and like me for who I am, flaws and all.