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I Wish I Was Different

I think that if I didn't have schizoaffective disorder, that I would be a sensible and reasonable individual.....What life would be like without movies inspired by my life or hearing angels and demons? Or being exploited by a group of undercovers? Take all of that away and you have someone who isn't interested in conspricy theories and the latest craze.

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Paliglass · 41-45, F

And what do you have when you take it all away? - Find out!

schizosaint · 41-45, F

@Paliglass I would be denying Gods power in my life, I would be denying other people who see my worlds just as clearly as I do.....I would be ignoring what other people think of me which is a good thing sometimes....And its impossible to escape the trauma of a schizophrenic relapse.....It would all be fake making me a phoney....I would be less happier in my own skin. What Im wishing for is if it just wasn't happening to me at all without trying to fool myself

Paliglass · 41-45, F

@schizosaint there is other stuff about you than what you listed. What are those things? The things underneath the things you listed.

schizosaint · 41-45, F

@Paliglass just an ordinary house wife and mother of four.....Thank you for reminding me of what I really am.

Paliglass · 41-45, F

@schizosaint what is an "ordinary housewife" I've met many different housewives.