I Feel Useless and Unwanted

every-f*cking-one leaves me
every-f*cking-one promised to never ever leave me
noone cares about me
I want to f*cking die
I can't die because I promised my best friend
I don't want to lose my friends but they all leave
idk how to stop this
it hurts so f*cking baaaaaaaaad

feeling: de-f*cking-pressed