I Fell So Sad Inside My Heart I Fell So Sad Inside My Soul

Really feel sad im so tired only god knows how im still alive
There is a man that loves me so much he would even give me the skin of his body if I asked ...I know he would do anything for me he is so kind and sweet and really a perfect guy but y cant I be with him ...I don't see myself with him cant imagine spending the rest of my life with him even having his babies..am I so bad that a perfect man is in my life yet I desire another.... he reminds me so much of my father everything he does his ways his words his looks a lil ....I love my dad really I do but we don't get along ....he doesn't have the ability to travel to my emotional debt and we fight for dominace ...how do you be with a man we will never understand ur deep dark waters

The man I desire reminds me of my mum....my mum is my best friend she has always stood by me and protected me and understand and knows me she is kind and sweet but really my everything and look I don't know him so well but something about him reminds me of my mother

All I want in this month is to be victorious ...I want my enemy to be defeated and I want to marry the man I fell in love @ first sight