I Fell So Sad Inside My Heart I Fell So Sad Inside My Soul

Nothing in my life really works even after several tries and now i had it.
I wish i was loved at least once in my life. Sadly I m thinking end of next month will be it for me.
Never had dated even 1 single girl.. This is sad.

And maybe writing here is pointless. but well i have no friend, no one. nothing.. how worse can it get?