I Feel That Something Is Missing From My Life

Ha. I do, actually. Was just missing him last night. It was much simpler to be him. Just do whatever you feel like and damn the consequences. Take what you want without concern for anything. More or less. It's freeing. Yeah. Miss who i was before that, too. An athlete. That's who i should have been. I could have gone far. Was always really good. Could have played football or wrestled or gone MMA. Alas, bad parenting and drugs.

Well. I guess that instability was lurking beneath the surface, as well. And there were certainly negatives. While i sometimes wish i could go back and correct the mistakes, I do know a lot more, now. I'm a better person, now. So, miss, yes, actively want, no.

Sorry your hurting. Hoping your on the mend and the New Year brings nothing but happiness for you! :)

That's great to hear! I'm almost there Gor... :)

No, I am currently the best version of myself yet. That doesn't mean much but I'm working on it.

Ive rebounded: )

I do :/