I Feel That Something Is Missing From My Life

I Miss The Rush...... I'm 19, I'm university and I'm an introvert. I used to do athletics throughout my whole schooling career and I was extremely good at it. I didn't like only because I was good at it. I liked it Because of the andrenaline rush it gave me everytime I ran, the andrenaline the pumped everytime my whole school would cheer, the thought of knowing that I just amazed the eyes of all 600-700 students from my school.

Now where the introversion comes in is that athletics was my way of speaking out to everyone that surrounds me everyday at school. Before they witnessed my talent, they thought I was this arrogant guy who doesn't want to speak to people, but after they witnessed me running and enjoying it, they started realising that I was actually quite humble.

Now i'm in university and its back to square one, and the sad part is I don't have enough time to do Athletics, and parents don't approve of me doing it, as they think it will harm my university progress. However, it's killing me because I love Athletics and I miss sprinting, and I wish people could see that side of me, so that I can show them who I really am...