Do you feel love?

I for the longest felt very lost and insecure about my self my future My IDENTITY who why where when...I started seen my patterns dating the same women carestaristics wise going and going in circles ...but one day I said it's enough I have come to a place to love my self and be thankful for what I have and been trusted with....I think that men should stop being machistas and help around the house I cooked for my mom sis mo I don't live with them but I also serve the elderly with out expecting nothing in return but a smile makes my life more meaningful ....does anyone relate?