I Want to Start My Life Over

Luckily, I will be able to, to some extent... Memories, a lot of online stuff, my age and my family won't be restarted (even though I really want a lot of memories gone) but mostly everything else will be written over... What I want with my memories is complicated, I want to remember the pain but not what caused the pain... I'd keep me how I am but happier, even though I wouldn't remember 3/4 of my life... Happy memories that lead to bad moments and pain would be gone but feelings still there... All the memories gone, while all the feelings remain... Family I just want a better one... Online stuff I am who I am to myself, and I can easily change what reflected past me... Age I want to stay, but history rewritten with the past-past showing threw but only the outlines shown... If only we were able to change our memories and past to live in a life we like...