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I want to know why! I have been under investigation and exploited by a group of undercovers ever since I developed schizophrenia 17 years ago. I know why they started observing me, because they entrapped me by using a decoy and by being playful into stalking my old dentist when I was 19. I thought that he was stalking me, monkey see monkey do, I thought that the under covers were his friends and that it was some kind of game, like we used to play when we were younger.....And because I took the bait, I became their property, and they've been investigating me and exploiting me ever since......And I want to know why they entrapped me in the first place............I want to know why they have been watching my every move and exploiting me for so long....I am not a criminal, I only put myself out there, because I thought that my dentist was stalking me, and just wanted him to find me, turns out that was the decoy. I loved him.
So for 17 years I have been under investigation by these under covers. but why? Is it because I have schizoaffective disorder? Do they want to watch me suffer with every relapse? Do they feel that they need to inform everyone of my condition because I am some sort of threat to the general public. In fact they were telling everyone that I was an actual Saint...I kid you not....I told my old family doctor that those were some big boots to fill....I felt more like a sinner, and I had another relapse and became possessed by the spirit of Jezebel, who is a very impure spirit of impure fantasies and lu$t, and I was her innocent victim....She made it out that I was SOOO in LOVE with my family doctor and that I wanted him bad. When I liked him, but I didn't like him like him.......Was I a threat then? Or was the spirit of Jezebel the real threat? And I am not responsible for what the devil does to me!!!!! Did the undercovers feel the need to explain all that I couldn't to everyone and their dog? Why is it any of their concern? The only one who needed to know the truth was my family doctor in which I personally told him the truth that I was possessed by the spirit of Lu$t, and that it was a demon and not me.....I am a happily married house wife! But I didn't want to face my world alone, so I wrote out all of the bible scriptures on the world and gave them to my family doctor....Then the undercovers exploited my letter.....Why did they feel the need to exploit me beyond my family doctor? Why did everybody have to know that God inspires movies about my life, and that my family doctor condemned me for it, and that I became possessed and attacked by a group of demons....All the while the undercovers were exploiting me as a saint.........
If I was a saint, then why did the undercovers invite a psychic to read me, who spread half truths and lies, basically exploiting me as a devil worshipping wh0re?????????The devil is in the details, that psychic is really a paranoid schizophrenic who became friends with the devil, and offered her voice, to be the devils mouth piece in the flesh, blaming me for everything the devil did to me, bringing up all of my sins from before I became a Christian, and speaking lies when she dove into the details, making me sound like a real whore like everything was my fault, and then spreading blatant lies about me? They brought the psychic everywhere I frequent, from the hospitals, to the library, gas station grocery stores, to the post office, to the clinic......she was pure evil, sometimes disgusing herself as a messenger of light, when really she was the devils mouth piece causing me much harm, and making everyone hate me....I want to know why I was treated like a criminal, like you see on TV when the investigators bring in a psychic to solve a murder case to show them where the bodies are....I am just a happy little christian house wife and mother of four who has schizoaffective disorder, I am not romantically in love with every man that I think is handsome!!!!! I love men women and children, husbands and wives. I respect my marriage, and that of other husbands and wives....I am the victim of the spirit of Jezebel who tried to get me into trouble, by blaming me for what she did to me, because what she did is wrong, I am not a wh0re, satan is! I was fighting for my innocents, with all of my self control. I had complete control over my words, and a lot of control over my emotions, though not completely, I did everything I knew a christian ought to do, by loving my enemies, and being careful how I treated people, or spoke to them....It wasn't easy. I was completely traumatized by the fall, and by the abuse from my family doctor, and the psychic, and the general public....
Why would they do this to me? Why would they investigate me, and exploit me, for so many years, and invite the devil to bad mouth me, through a psychic? Why is my mental illness of anybody's buisness, if I am on my best behavior? Why did they do this to me, why did they expose everyone to the devil, through the psychic? Why do they play both sides against one another, why do they think that I'm some kind of saint, when really I have a mental illness, and am not a perfect Christian? Why did they do this to me, why exploit me to the masses? Why flag my health care card, and send the psychic to bad mouth me every time I go to the hospital? Can't they see that they are killing me, both by robbing me of my health care, and by emotionally abusing me? I need to be a mom to my children, I need to be a wife to my husband....If I have done any wrong, tell me, I confessed my sins to God, I tried to be innocent, I fought for my innocents against a demon.....So why do they still send their psychic to the hospitals? Why exploit me? Why do they do this can anybody tell me?
So for 17 years I have been under investigation by these under covers. but why? Is it because I have schizoaffective disorder? Do they want to watch me suffer with every relapse? Do they feel that they need to inform everyone of my condition because I am some sort of threat to the general public. In fact they were telling everyone that I was an actual Saint...I kid you not....I told my old family doctor that those were some big boots to fill....I felt more like a sinner, and I had another relapse and became possessed by the spirit of Jezebel, who is a very impure spirit of impure fantasies and lu$t, and I was her innocent victim....She made it out that I was SOOO in LOVE with my family doctor and that I wanted him bad. When I liked him, but I didn't like him like him.......Was I a threat then? Or was the spirit of Jezebel the real threat? And I am not responsible for what the devil does to me!!!!! Did the undercovers feel the need to explain all that I couldn't to everyone and their dog? Why is it any of their concern? The only one who needed to know the truth was my family doctor in which I personally told him the truth that I was possessed by the spirit of Lu$t, and that it was a demon and not me.....I am a happily married house wife! But I didn't want to face my world alone, so I wrote out all of the bible scriptures on the world and gave them to my family doctor....Then the undercovers exploited my letter.....Why did they feel the need to exploit me beyond my family doctor? Why did everybody have to know that God inspires movies about my life, and that my family doctor condemned me for it, and that I became possessed and attacked by a group of demons....All the while the undercovers were exploiting me as a saint.........
If I was a saint, then why did the undercovers invite a psychic to read me, who spread half truths and lies, basically exploiting me as a devil worshipping wh0re?????????The devil is in the details, that psychic is really a paranoid schizophrenic who became friends with the devil, and offered her voice, to be the devils mouth piece in the flesh, blaming me for everything the devil did to me, bringing up all of my sins from before I became a Christian, and speaking lies when she dove into the details, making me sound like a real whore like everything was my fault, and then spreading blatant lies about me? They brought the psychic everywhere I frequent, from the hospitals, to the library, gas station grocery stores, to the post office, to the clinic......she was pure evil, sometimes disgusing herself as a messenger of light, when really she was the devils mouth piece causing me much harm, and making everyone hate me....I want to know why I was treated like a criminal, like you see on TV when the investigators bring in a psychic to solve a murder case to show them where the bodies are....I am just a happy little christian house wife and mother of four who has schizoaffective disorder, I am not romantically in love with every man that I think is handsome!!!!! I love men women and children, husbands and wives. I respect my marriage, and that of other husbands and wives....I am the victim of the spirit of Jezebel who tried to get me into trouble, by blaming me for what she did to me, because what she did is wrong, I am not a wh0re, satan is! I was fighting for my innocents, with all of my self control. I had complete control over my words, and a lot of control over my emotions, though not completely, I did everything I knew a christian ought to do, by loving my enemies, and being careful how I treated people, or spoke to them....It wasn't easy. I was completely traumatized by the fall, and by the abuse from my family doctor, and the psychic, and the general public....
Why would they do this to me? Why would they investigate me, and exploit me, for so many years, and invite the devil to bad mouth me, through a psychic? Why is my mental illness of anybody's buisness, if I am on my best behavior? Why did they do this to me, why did they expose everyone to the devil, through the psychic? Why do they play both sides against one another, why do they think that I'm some kind of saint, when really I have a mental illness, and am not a perfect Christian? Why did they do this to me, why exploit me to the masses? Why flag my health care card, and send the psychic to bad mouth me every time I go to the hospital? Can't they see that they are killing me, both by robbing me of my health care, and by emotionally abusing me? I need to be a mom to my children, I need to be a wife to my husband....If I have done any wrong, tell me, I confessed my sins to God, I tried to be innocent, I fought for my innocents against a demon.....So why do they still send their psychic to the hospitals? Why exploit me? Why do they do this can anybody tell me?
