I Have Social Anxiety

Well its like helping people
You never learn from experience to spot users
if you quit after the one time you were taken advantage of .
I have been rewarded for helping others far more than I have lost
When I was homeless ,and disabled
I was happy I was a giver ,,,,the same kindness was show to me
and I was not homeless long
Strangers looked after me ,and helped me get back on my feet
I do firmly believe ,,we reap what we sow ,or as some say
What goes around comes around ...I prefer the former
You will never he able to spot who you can trust
if you never trust anyone ,,and I have been at this a long long time
I have been used ,and hurt by people I trusted ,,,but now I can spot users a mile away ,,and spot the ones that really need help too
I use fear as a motivator
When I am afraid ,,thats normally when I receive my biggest blessings
and fear was trying to rob me of it

I used to be really bad but my job made me experience it more and more and my anxiety got less