all of a sudden, i get hit by waves of nostalgia and now im a bit sad.everything just feels so different now and I'm not even liking it. 🥲
I'm jealous of my classmatesI'm jealous that my classmates are going to the same concert that I'm going to. I want to be only one so i can brag about it.
My brain feels so bad right nowI can feel my thoughts moving. It feels like they're trying to wade through dry mud
:(totally not cryingI know you know that feeling, of wanting to stab your eyes out. wanting to just close your eyes and go to sleep. but I cant go to sleep, because the person I care about most right now, the person who has honestly been the highlight of my day the...See More »
Twisted .......... Lol!I made a very very dangerous twist but it was not meant to look twisted hahaha 😀
Uggghhhh I hate talking to people.Now I need to stim. I kind of had a derealization experience talking to this very nice girl at work....still kind of something I was being forced to do so I felt extremely anxious and had an out of body experience. Now I'm back sitting alone in a...See More »
Hard part of letting go of someone who ghostsIs just knowing and saying to myself "She doesn't want to be found." It's a big pill to swallow.
Do I belong here?Belong here in this world ? Belong on SW? I just want to belong.. I feel like I don’t belong a lot of the time, like everyone around me thinks that or just doesn’t like me
Online friendsMaking friends online is like walking through minefield, or swimming through catfish😂
A draft without meaningStaring at this blank page...so many things wanna tell them but i just lost the will. No use in that anymore. Walking over my emotions because they can. Like a fool i run right back to you
People sometimes hint that they dont feel equal to the other smarties out herebut its more irritating when people say things that wanna make us understand they are smarter than us. What's the point. Are they THAT insecure???
I feel good to be hereI can hide and stay anonymous Don’t have to pretend to be anything or pressured to be anyone. Feel a big sigh of relief Watched loads of YouTube videos Strange ones Like indoor military ocean pool for the navy Then watched animals being...See More »
Why am I such a rug to be walked all over, the black sheep?It's like everyone! Everyone! My family, my friends, my neighbors all seem to take out their frustrations on me even if they are talking about someone else they say YOUUUU! Me? Not me them! They lash out on me and it's deminishing my self esteem, my...See More »
is it my fault?I know you know that feeling, of wanting to stab your eyes out. wanting to just close your eyes and go to sleep. but I cant go to sleep, because the person I care about most right now, the person who has honestly been the highlight of my day the...See More »