One of the worst feeling

I feel that way all the time but my family actually doesnt care except my parents my own siblings dont even socialize with me and I have no friends

Unless you are comfortable in your own company, you are likely to feel lonely even with dear ones.

Maybe it's because you have a shitty personality.

I know how you feel if you need to talk message me

I agree. I feel that way too often

I can realte to this....

I can relate

Or spouse