I Love Myself

I do love myself in a way i make sure i eat drink get in Bath i do brush my teeth my hair but I don't eat healthy or exercise like i should it's just that my whole life i have been judged for everything and people not been nice to me i don't know how to take people and I do worry to much about not been able to do certain things and failing and my looks and how i am seen it shouldn't but that is what I was used to and need to break habit of i get nervous and worried around new people but I do love myself if that makes sense.