I Am Learning to Accept Who I Am

Sorry I haven’t written in a while ... life’s been a little hectic.

A few days ago I went to a funeral. The most educational place i believe in the whole world. You learn about yourself and life. At this particular funeral I learnt that life is too short to waste time on things that don’t matter in the end, as many times I had heard this saying, I never believed it. I don’t wanna live like this forever, I want to be myself.... I want to be happy. Some of my posts here make me sound like a really happy and positive person with a great zest for life... and I’m sorry to say I’m really not that person. Sometimes I pretend to be happy about life... attempting to gain it for real. I need to learn to say no. I need to learn to make better decisions. I need to be selfish