Sometimes it feels like the drs don’t want to tell me how bad things really are, that I’m in a covert study that is studying how mental health and outlook can affect cancer patients with higher risk of getting another primary cancer...
I got another infection, and in my surgical scar...I was given fentanyl to debride it and pack it - omg that’s a whole other post... Now I’m a daily outpatient for IV antibiotics and my veins are getting so exhausted - they are using the veins on my hand, which are so difficult to take care of - I got here today for my IVinfusion and the IV had pushed into my vein - and I was sleeping like that. Geezus. I’m scared that this one has had it and they’ll be poking me again for a different vein...
Here's a tip: Doctors don't know jack shit. That is why "We're going to try this drug." 2 weeks later, "Okay, we're going to try this other drug".
I've been getting dizzy and passing out at random for over 30 years. Know what the doctors tell me? "You shouldn't be having this." "Maybe you're pregnant" I told the sob that told me that, "I'm glad to see that medical degree is paying off!"
That’s how I feel, I was on two different antibiotics before this one I’m on now. And it feels like a roll of the dice as to how many more days she (dr) will keep me on the IV antibiotics 😒@xixgun
