I Really Want to Get Married
Strong but gentle and very playful dominant man seeking a sweet cuddly princess to face the end of the world with.
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sarabee1995 · 26-30, F
Does this mean you've finally taken my advice and given up on Tori?
This is good news Theron!
This is good news Theron!
th3r0n · 41-45, M
@sarabee1995 it got to the point that I constantly increasingly wanted to die because she chose someone else and wasn’t around me, and in desperation I prayed for help.
She had told me I had fallen when I was upset that her crazy ex hit my truck on purpose and I fell apart trying to see what she saw, but she was wrong and had not looked deeply but acted to defend her abuser, Stockholm syndrome.
That had been a year and change before, this time she tried to tell me I lost my faith and accused me of lying, which I was not, and I told her to talk to me when she believes me, be that a day, ten days, a month, ten months, or ten years.
I wasn’t willing to let her hurt my faith again.
Things have changed between us since and we are getting along much like we did before because I let go, even though I would lovingly accept her if she decided to want me, the idea of pursuing her again is too closely linked to the idea of suicide for me to choose to.
She had told me I had fallen when I was upset that her crazy ex hit my truck on purpose and I fell apart trying to see what she saw, but she was wrong and had not looked deeply but acted to defend her abuser, Stockholm syndrome.
That had been a year and change before, this time she tried to tell me I lost my faith and accused me of lying, which I was not, and I told her to talk to me when she believes me, be that a day, ten days, a month, ten months, or ten years.
I wasn’t willing to let her hurt my faith again.
Things have changed between us since and we are getting along much like we did before because I let go, even though I would lovingly accept her if she decided to want me, the idea of pursuing her again is too closely linked to the idea of suicide for me to choose to.
th3r0n · 41-45, M
@sarabee1995 thank you Sara, you are kind.
Sadly her grandmother just died yesterday and I was close with Barb too, and we are both sad because we miss her, though she believed sincerely and I am not sad for her
Sadly her grandmother just died yesterday and I was close with Barb too, and we are both sad because we miss her, though she believed sincerely and I am not sad for her