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I feel like shit cause I actually don't want my dad to come tomorrow

He's looked down at me for my entire life and now he's acting the same with my kids and I still feel bad that I'm not excited to see him
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SinlessOnslaught · 26-30, M
I feel exactly the same about my dad.
Rosiechick13 · 26-30, F
@SinlessOnslaught I love him... He's my dad.... But my siblings have made nothing but bad choices and he lifts them up. I bought a house am successful.... But screw me
SinlessOnslaught · 26-30, M
@Rosiechick13 How are things going?
Rosiechick13 · 26-30, F
@SinlessOnslaught He's not here yet he will be tonight to move us but I'm sure the new house won't be good enough
SinlessOnslaught · 26-30, M
@Rosiechick13 Move you?

I have many brothers but there's one I look up to most. I want to be like him. His house isn't good enough for our dad. Neither is his car. But that doesn't change my perception.

Just because your dad says it, doesn't mean it's true. Focus on that.
Rosiechick13 · 26-30, F
@SinlessOnslaught It's a brand new house on 5 acres
Rosiechick13 · 26-30, F
And yes he's helping us move
Rosiechick13 · 26-30, F
@SinlessOnslaught Put it this way it's 4:30 here and I have broken open the liquor and put the shot glass away
SinlessOnslaught · 26-30, M
@Rosiechick13 Yeah I did the same to deal with my family except then they started harassing me about drinking alcohol and telling me I was doing it for attention.
Rosiechick13 · 26-30, F
@SinlessOnslaught ugh I wouldn't be surprised
SinlessOnslaught · 26-30, M
@Rosiechick13 Message me if you want to talk any further.
Rosiechick13 · 26-30, F
@SinlessOnslaught he's in and has actually been civil
SinlessOnslaught · 26-30, M
Rosiechick13 · 26-30, F
@SinlessOnslaught I just hope my house is enough for him
SinlessOnslaught · 26-30, M
@Rosiechick13 Wanting to please him will leave you forever empty.
Rosiechick13 · 26-30, F
@SinlessOnslaught ik it will. I'm trying to get better about it