More specifically, my life has been one sacrifice after the next. From early childhood to adulthood, I've been the one who has had to put my own wants and needs aside and be the "adult" in every situation. I have to be the one to try hard and to things for everyone else. Nothing would be done to help me though, and that's where the problem is.
I can't do anything for myself anymore. I can't even imagine it. Even trying to "treat" myself I'm thinking about someone else. Been trying to fix it, but this is one of those mistakes that won't go away.